he blew me a kiss

damn i love that guy so much.

i was talking to Pablo on msn and we were on webcam too. and that guy just simply makes my day.
i was telling him my embarrassing moments, and i was like, "you gotta listen to this", so he cups his hand around his ear and puts it close to the webcam

fuck it was so funny. and then he got out his hat and hair bands and started putting them on. he has this afro and stuff, so funny. whats so funny about him is that he does things so bluntly. like he has this simple smile and this hilarious haircut and it's just the most awesome thing in this WHOLE WORLD.

it's sad though.. i miss him like, lots.
it's like midnight where he is so he had to go. he was writing a dentist appointment note so he could get out of english and french tomorrow. and then i took a picture of him on webcam and he saw me so he put up a "CENSORED" sign on his webcam. and he has the cutest smile in the world haha

and it was cute
when he had to go he blew me a kiss and he told me to catch it

:blush:

beverly hills 90210

so me and Breanne have this obsession with Beverly Hills 90210.
she was talking about it last week and i decided to watch it and i've been watching it this whole week.

and it's really quite good.
and Brandon is really cute.... :blush:

we're actually texting back and forth right now debating who is hotter. she thinks Dylan's hot but personally, i think his forehead is too big and he's kinda scrawny looking.

Brandon (played by Jason Priestley) is definitely sexier lol

piece two

731st blog entry. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ?!

" i am very in tune with my emotions... i squeeze emotion out of every life situation thrown at me, however this screws me over time and time again, and also contributes to my drama queen image. i want to be one extreme and also the opposite extreme, so it leaves me confused as to where the balance is. reminiscing of times passed is something i do as voluntary as breathing or blinking. i still think about experiences with my first boyfriend, Pablo; the second and longest relationship, Trevor; the one who changed me for the better, Tyler; the one who made me realize i'm not the only clingy one, Robert; the one who made me happiest, Stephane; the longest fling and most important intimate relationship i've ever had, Joe; the one who made me pull my hair out at his stupidity, Jordan. Maybe more to come, who knows. my first kiss was in kingergarten, my second in grade one, and my third in grade two with a popular guy at my high school who is too cool to talk to me. my first real kiss in grade nine. my life can't be evaluated on kisses, however, beacuse kisses mean nothing in the end. i have a best friend who lives on the other side of the country. His name is Pablo and i miss him dearly. he might be my date for graduation next year. there are lots of important people in my life. some i've known before i could even think for myself, others i've known for a semester and a half."

you whore

also during these productive English classes, me and Breannemade a list of all our boyfriends, flings, crushes.. ever since grade one. in total, i have kissed 11 people (not including female), i've had 5 relationships and the rest were flings.. or something like that, i don't quite totally remember.
and then we wrote our first names with the last names of all the guys we had on our list since grade one.

it was a very cool thing that made me feel like a first grader again.

piece one

alright so i haven't written in a long time. it feels like i have, though because Tuesday night i was up for hours writing. i'm still debating whether or not i should put some of it up here. it's really long.. so maybe i'll put it up in pieces.

piece one: I really want to write something good you know. i watched Running With Scissors, a guy with this unbelievable life wrote a book, a memoir, about his life. i want that. i'm not sure my life really qualifies for that kind of thing. but it definitely has quirks and details that i really shouldn't leave out. i've had those relationships gone bad scenarios, those intentional fights for fun, teen angst moments, those odd coincidences, the grade two crushes, the weird exes who tease me to this day and the ones i don't talk to anymore. i also have those ended friendships, the deaths of cats and the absense of a brother. i even have a slow computer that forces me to write on printer paper, and i also have a marvelous collection of music that people could never duplicate.. also a collection of stickers, pogs and rocks. i grew up as a catholic girl in the ghetto and later in life, moved to an acreage in a beautiful house built by my father. my interests are ironic in the way that i love art but could not draw to save my life..."

i had a dance competition yesterday leading me to miss a day of school for three minutes on stage. we ended up with silver. so i've had three competitions.. two i got gold and the last one silver.
i just went for a 35 minute run interrupted by the viewing of America's next Top Model. Jaslene won.. i was hoping Natasha would win, but i liked both of them a lot and was just glad Renee didn't win. my goodness i hate her.

did you know food cravings only last 4- 12 minutes?? if you can resist food for 4- 12 minutes, then you're home free.
i'm not sure what else to write. except that today Brayden gave me his bus pass :D yay i was so happy because i lost mine and he said he would give me his if he passed his driving test.
me and Breanne laughed today because our whole morning was absolute nothingness. first block we had English, we sat around and talked.. second block she came with me to cosmetology... we just sat around and talked... third block was English and we sat around and talked.
we're supposed to be doing a project and me Breanne and Janelle have decided we are going to do paper mache. that's going to be so much fun. i think the last time i did paper mache was .. grade 3.
since Janelle is going camping this weekend me and Breanne are gonna go buy the supplies. and Friday we're wanting to go see Shrek 3.
during these productive english classes, we also made a list of the things we are going to do this summer. we're going to go to the valley zoo, the art gallery, the museum, klondike days, the art festival, street performers, the fringe... all those fascinating Edmonton events.......... haha

after school, handed in my last religion module (YAY DONE RELIGION FOR GOOD ) after me and Breanne ate at Smitty's. we were served by an ugly beginner named Adrian who kept fucking CLICKING HIS PEN

insignificant detail

so tonight we had a big dinner.
My brother and Heather were over and my brother's friends came over too. Alex (the australian, and Jonathon). we ate in the dining room and my mom made lasagna and my dad made barbeque and all that good stuff. they all ended up leaving at 10 pm after discussing hilarious job site stories when my brother and his friends worked for my dad and such.

being around my brother and his friends and just the good times we all talked about and the things going on in their lives.. it makes me feel like such an insignificant detail.
i guess it's all part of growing up, of course.
i'm happy i have my parents to talk to. i washed my hair in the sink and i walked to the kitchen where they were. i asked them if it made them sad. if it made them sad that time goes by so fast. i told them i feel like an only child, that my life as a high school student is so insignificant.
i mean, i know i'll have a life like my brother's when i'm older. but most people don't get to see that first-hand. i see it almost everyday. i used to be able to go downstairs and hang out with my brother whenever i wanted. he has a girlfriend now and he basically lives there. i don't like having the permission to take over his bedroom. i don't want that.
i don't get how my parents aren't sad though. i know my brother isn't permanently moved out, but don't they feel abandoned?? i know i do.

it gives me that tension in the throat. you know when you don't want to cry, your throat tenses up? i feel so alone. i just want to get to that point in my life. seeing my brother's life makes me think where i am right now is so incredibly lame. it's like, ridiculously lame and it makes me frustrated... seeing all these people who are so oblivious to life after high school. they think everything is going to come so easy and they think they're all cool because they're in high school. i am so totally over it all.

what happens at this point in my life is nothing. and everyone seems to think everything's the hugest deal. i'm sick of girls who think they know everything when they know nothing. i just can't wait for all this hype to be done with so i can go on and meet new people who are like me, and just to do what i like to do. i want to be legal, an adult, living under my parents roof but experiencing life like my brother does. i want to find someone who... i don't know. just makes me happy.

when i have friends over for dinner, they eat and get up and no discussion is ever come into play. i just want that kind of dinner where it isn't awkward... where real things are discussed.

it's 11:13 pm. i still have to finish reading some chapters. i'm going to clean my room and maybe change it around or do something with it. it's going to be a late night.

but i love late nights

kreuzberg

After sex the bitter taste
Been fooled again, the search continues
Concerned mothers of the west,
Teach your sons, how to truly love.

ever wonder..

Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin

Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed?

Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"?

Why is "abbreviated" such a long word?

Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"?

Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons?

Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker?

Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour?

Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food?

Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes?

Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections?

You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff?!

Why don't sheep shrink when it rains?

Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together?

If con is the opposite of pro, is Congress the opposite of progress?

If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the terminal?

my mom sent me this e-mail

ONLY IN CANADA...

Only in Canada do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions
while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front.

Only in Canada......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke...go figure!

Only in Canada do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters.

Only in Canada do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage.

Only in Canada .....do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight!

Only in Canada do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'.

Only in Canada......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering.....Yikes!

drunken i love you’s on top of the world

i need to get myself together and just TALK to the guy. i'm making myself go nuts.
i have to make this summer worthwhile.
me and Breanne want to take fencing. we're going to suntan on her roof all summer long, i'll be pro at getting off the motor home.. i promise i won't get stuck on her roof again.

next weekend is May long weekend. plan is to go camping.

POSITIVE THOUGHTS CHRISTINE

comparing apples and oranges

it's mother's day tomorrow. i thought about the last time i actually hugged my mother. i can't remember. she hugged me a couple days... i don't really hug her though. i'm planning to tomorrow though. and i made her a card. not just the regular card's saying NUMBER ONE MOM and all that bullshit. i wrote her a personal letter. i made the outside cheesy though, so at a first glance you'd think "oh god another useless card" but when you open it it's heartfelt.

i saw a thing on a guy's nexopia page about emo's. and then it showed pictures of Africans. it talked about how people slit their wrists over things that are really minor in the big scheme of life. i think we're spoiled. we as in United States and Canada. we have way too much for our own good, that we find things to complain about. we aren't grounded at all. we are very weak-willed people and when things don't go our way we get upset. i just think it's pure ridiculousness.

tonight we all went out for dinner at Tasty Tomato. a small home-style Italian restaurant. it was me, Heather, Daniel and my parents. it was really good food. and of course, we talked about my brother's trip to Europe this summer with Heather. it always gets me really down. it's depressing. not really the fact that they're going without me (well yeah i guess it kinda is because of that) but also because i feel like an only child. my brother doesn't even live here anymore.. i spend a lot of time in his room and i even sleep in there sometimes... it's just really sad. i feel abandoned almost. and on the ride after dinner to my aunt's place, i realized that i have a big fear of being left alone or abandoned. it's been proven true in all my relationships... sometimes i think i subconsciously screw up good relationships to avoid being the one abandoned. it doesn't hurt to abandon someone, but it does hurt being the one abandoned.

i mean, i'm sure everyone doesn't like being left alone, but i think i go to extreme measures to avoid it. sometimes i wish i didn't get along with my brother so well so him not being around wouldn't be so bad. it sucks thinking about it... you don't want to grow up. my mom's brothers live in Europe, it makes me think what will happen with me and Daniel?
sometimes i'm just plain jealous of him. his freedom, his relationships.. i know i'll have that one day too, but i just compare his life with mine (which is like comparing apples and oranges), and it gets me rather depressed.

i feel like mowing the lawn

aquarius

Positive Traits:
• Friendly and humanitarian
• Honest and loyal
• Original and inventive
• Independent and intellectual

Negative Traits:
• Intractable and contrary
• Perverse and unpredictable
• Unemotional and detached

Aquarius Likes: fame and recognition, personal privacy, rainbows, dreams, magic, change for its own sake, eccentricity, surprises, and living within their means despite the many temptations which constantly surround them every waking moment.

Aquarius Dislikes:emotion and intimacy, people who show off, being taken for granted, being pinned down, violence and fighting, and senseless or purposeless extravagance of any sort.

A typical Aquarius has the attribute of intense desire to communicate. You are a bit tactless and rude if you don't learn to moderate your constant broadcasting around those whose opinions may be a bit more on the conservative side. You are interesting and attractive. You can be shy, sensitive, gentle and patient or enthusiastic and lively with a tendency to be exhibitionists. Both types are strong willed and forceful in its own way. You are very opinionated with strong convictions and fight for what you believe. You are farsighted and innovative. You are generally without prejudice and quite tolerant of others' point of view. They are good listeners, and care deeply for their friends. To people they are not close to however, they can be somewhat detached. The Aquarius sun sign is true blue and loyal. They are one of the first to sign up to serve their country, and will give their lives defending her.

You are truly humane and known to be frank and outspoken. You are refined and idealistic, romantic and practical, personable and likable person. Being quick in mind and responding, you love activity and are quite reasonable in that. They can be counted on to come up with original ideas. They make good designers and inventors as well as musicians. These intellectuals excel in the arts as well as the technical trades. You cherish and guard your independence and are a strange mixture of caring concern and cool detachment. You will go out of your way to help when needed but will never get emotionally involved.

Appearance
A typical Aquarius female has broad shoulders and a highly defined bone structure. You have long, graceful, swanlike neck. You have a wide variety of interests and because of such characteristic, you find it easy to identify and commune with people from all cultures and walks of life. This allows you to accept many different view points with ease on any given question. Most Aquarian women are lovely, with a haunting, wistful beauty. Aquarian females are often the most beautiful women in the zodiac. At the very least, they're interesting-looking. The Aquarian manner of dressing can stop you dead in your tracks.

Personality
You have lack of self-confidence, and tend to overly rely upon semi-mystical divination systems to tell you what to do on daily basis.

Love
An Aquarius female has high standards and insist on being treated with respect. You will never compromise in any case. You are sensitive, intellectual and you like parties and people. You are honest, direct and will tolerate anything for those whom you care about or whom you love. You are a very generous person, always willing to offer advice to those in need. You do require great deal of love and companionship, but on your terms. You are not that eager to marry and you seek intellectual stimulation foremost.

Career
Aquarius women may not find their kind of occupation for a long time and they switch from one profession to another. Professions that allow you to be free and creative may be best for them, so at one point, they may consider working as a stewardess, do special effects for the film industry, or choose a profession that has to do with the occult.

Famous Aquarians (that i care about)

January 20, 1920

Frederico Fellini

Director

January 21, 1905

Christian Dior

Designer

January 26, 1961

Wayne Gretsky

Hockey Star

January 27, 1766

Wolfgang Mozart

Composer

January 29, 1954

Oprah Winfrey

TV Host

January 30, 1882

Franklin D. Roosevelt

President US

February 4, 1948

Alice Cooper

Musician

February 6, 1911

Ronald Reagan

President US

February 6, 1915

Zsa Zsa Gabor

Celebrity

February 7, 1812

Charles Dickens

Writer

February 8, 1931

James Dean

Actor

February 9, 1943

Joe Pesci

Actor

February 12, 1809

Abraham Lincoln

President US

February 12, 1908

Charles Darwin

Evolutionist

February 18, 1954

John Travolta

Actor

the joker -- fatboy slim

Cause I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun

I'm a joker
I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker
I sure don't want to hurt no one

what goes up must come down

so Joe got a cell phone ! we texted until 1 am and it reminded me of old times. bittersweet.
this morning i sat with Tracy in Student Services on those comfortable couches and guess who walked in ?!
.. the guy i like. he sat down at the table and wrote something on a sheet he picked up and when he left he looked at me for a split second and i would've said hi but... he never looks at me long enough to actually do that. this situation really gets to me. Joe gave me some pointers.

so first block i had Psychology. we marked our tests, Catie handed them out and i just happened to get my own test.... so i ended up with 78/81. then we started our projects. in my group i have Catie, Hai and Marek. it should be good times. Hai is hilarious.

then we had english class and YET AGAIN we got evacuated. me Breanne and Janelle ditched and went to her house. but we stopped at Corner Foods and go ID'ed hahaha. but it worked so it was all good.

anyways, at her house we made these really really really good wraps with lettuce and chicken and cheese and such. yum
after that, we went outside. it was so nice so we decided to go on the roof of her garage. well first we tried the traditional way she always does it, but the motor home wasn't parked close enough to the fence so we got the keys and with Janelle in the driver's seat and me in the passengers seat and Breanne outside to yell instruction, we started the motor home.

and it didn't start. so we had to think of something else. we got the ladder from the garage and put it against the motor home. it worked ! so we jumped onto the motor home and then onto the roof. we sat there for about 30 minutes and then we decided to get down. WHICH WAS VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY THE LEAST.
yes, you guessed it. we were stuck on Breanne's roof. she called Justin. he couldn't come help us. so Breanne jumped off the motor home. me and Janelle were just sitting there like "you're crazy. there's no way i'm jumping off." Janelle is actually the funniest person ever. seriously. she's so quiet, you'd never think much of her but when you get to know her, the way she says things... so bluntly and without expression, it's the funniest thing in the world. so Breanne was telling me to jump and Janelle was like "NO don't jump. 'cause that means i have to jump too." so after probably 15 minutes of sitting on the motor home me and Janelle concluded that this was a very stressful situation... whether to try to reach the ladder or jump. Breanne even got us pillows and blankets and life jackets to break our fall. nothing convinced me. so i ended up using the ladder and all my clothes got filled with dust and eventually, Janelle eased herself into jumping.

it was the funniest thing in the world. and so much fun. we had to pee from all the excitement. anyways, so it was like 1:15 by the time we got down and we bussed to Sobey's at 1:37 to take Janelle to work. after that, me and Breanne planned to go to Abbotsfield.

we saw Brayden at northgate and we all chatted. he works with the guy i was dating a month ago. and since i really don't like him, Brayden is going to tell him that me and him are dating to say what he says haha.
and then the Abbotsfield bus came and that's when i realized i lost my bus pass. i was so pissed off because i can't stand losing shit. so we didn't go. instead we got McFluury's at northgate. her mom picked us up and when i got to her house my mom was pissed so i left. i took the bus to northgate, from there i took the bus to clareview, and after waiting 30 minutes at clareview (like i usually do), i bussed it to evergreen. from there i walked halfway to my house and then my brother and Heather picked me up. it was a good walk.

today was so warm and nice it was awesome. i was outside a lot so hopefully i got some sun =D

it's me the drama queen

eek

alright so, so far, you've heard of this:
Day one: get embarrassed by saying "i like your sneakers".. receiving a funny look and no response
Day two: get embarrassed when Breanne yells out his name i say hi.. receiving a funny look and no response
Day three (today) : Tyler whistling at him because i think he's hot. he turns around and i say hi.. and gives another funny look and still no response

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.

Alyssa says that it's awkward because everyone else is doing the speaking for me. it's like.. everyone knows but him. she makes a ton of sense and i was an emotional spastic mess before she told me this.

we just click

today was filled with high's and low's. i was perfectly fine until chemistry rolled around and i got my progress report. my mark in that class is 77%. i was pretty bummed, not because it's a 77% because that's really not that bad but because i have a test tomorrow and i know NOTHING. it's like you're not feeling too well one day so you don't really pay attention and then it comes back and bites you in the ass and you wish you were listening that day.
then i had french and i was kinda bummed still.
i sit right in front of Mr F's podium right under his nose and this girl sits beside me and she is seriously weird. weirder than me and in a bad way. for her 18th birthday party she went to Boston Pizza. and she puts on a different lip gloss every five minutes. she probably has like 20 in that ugly purse of hers. she needs to give her lips a break. they probably don't even produce natural oils anymore.

anyways, after school, Breanne and Matt were gonna play tennis and me, Brayden and Janelle were gonna go too but it was cold today so we decided against it, and once we got to northgate it was nice out. great timing hey. well lucky for me, as Breanne was explaining chemistry to me in the food court, Emily and Olivia joined us and then guess who else showed up?!

the guy i like. they were all telling me to go say hi but i'm a huge chicken. and then Breanne, being the lovely girl she is, yelled out his name (he was sitting two tables away from us with his friends), and he looked over and she said hi and then i just gave him this smile and waved haha. so weird. but when i left he turned around to look at me.. except he didn't say anything. GAWD he's so sexy. it makes me go crazy !!!!!!!!

at least that was over, and now hopefully i can say hi to him in the hallway with some confidence. then me and Breanne were outside and we were talking about Emily's 22 year old boyfriend. he was at northgate with us, he's pretty cool. and then we had a huge outburst of laughter and hugs and "i love you's". me and Breanne seriously think the EXACT SAME THING. i told her to get out of my head. we were at Shoppers Drug Mart once and i showed her the hair dye i used last, and she said she had used the exact same one. i mean, out of ALL HAIR COLORS AND BRANDS in the world, she used the one i did. we're seriously like... i don't even know the word, or else she's been stalking me my whole life.
but i love her to death. it's funny though because this weekend we had a big kerfuffle over the tickets to The White Stripes. like a big fight lol (because i thrive on conflict as she likes to say), but it doesn't seem to affect us. we get into disagreements (very rarely though) but she's really chill and i'm really stubborn that we just click that way. and once she lets down a bit, i let down a bit and say sorry for being so dramatic lol

we're a good couple. but i think i'd be a better couple with....

updated

check out my photography !
i updated and they're pretty sweet.

sneakers

i walked up to Jazmin and Brittany in the hallway this morning, looking all presentable with my hair straightened and nice, slimming clothes on (thank God) and we started chatting when the guy i like was walking behind her. she was supposed to introduce us (she earlier told him that one of her friends wanted to meet him because she liked his sneakers), and my heart was almost outside of my chest cavity when i said, "hey i really like your sneak-- oh you're not wearing them today! well then.." those were the first words i've ever said to him. nice first impression...
followed by an awkward silence for anyone who could not hear my heart beating. Jazmin threw in a pity laugh while he pretty much stared at me as if i was a unicorn. then something went on while i was replaying the horrid event in my head, leading me to not know what happened next, but he eventually walked away from us. then i began to discuss how ridiculously ridiculous the previous event was. i was facing Jazmin and he walked behind me and ALL OF A SUDDEN she goes "oh my God! he just checked you out!" and i kinda gave her a punch and said "you're such a liar, don't tell me that shit." and Brittany went on to say "now she's gonna walk down the hallways like this" and she demonstrated her version of me walking like a hoochie which resembled her taking a shit lol.
and then, at lunch me, Breanne, Janelle, Daleen and Tyler were outside. we came inside and he walked right past me and did not even look at me! i mean, after what i said to him earlier i at least deserve a glance. at this, my heart sank to great depths. but only to come back up again. we were at Breanne's locker and i was diagonally to the locker and i saw him walk by and as he walked by he kinda looked towards me. he was walking with a friend and he kinda lingered looking at me and the people around me for about 3 seconds. (like one 1000, two 1000, three 1000..) and once i turned around he ran to catch up with his friend. and i was like DAMNIT i could have turned around to say hi or something. i really just want to say hi to him or give him a friendly nod, you know? just to get that out of the way. like UGH
Jazmin said i have to say hi to him because he doesn't initiate interaction. GREAT, maybe i could roll right up to him and start another ridiculous conversation. that reminds me, my friend Sam had a crush on this guy once and she talked to him before hand on msn and she was like "when i talk to you i'll probably say something really dumb like, how's the ceiling??" then when she saw him at our dance after party, she was like "How's the ceiling?" and he just gave her a funny look.
i definitely think i should pull a "how's the ceiling?" pick-up line with this guy. i'm not quite sure i embarrassed myself enough yet.

PLUS, i told my friend Bri the story and she was like "oh my God that's so dumb. why do you call them sneakers? why didn't you say shoes?"
everyone always laughs when i call shoes sneakers. is there REALLY a big deal? i mean, that's ultimately what they are. UGH
other than this, my day went quite smooth. my kooky english teacher sang us some of her famous songs. she's actually hilarious, even if she doesn't really do a lot as a teacher, she's a really loveable teacher. and she seriously makes me crack up sometimes.

then i skipped Psychology because block 4 Cosmetology had a guest speaker. and she was good. i learned so much and my whole perspective on hair products has totally changed. she was funny too. she works for ISO.

i didn't work out today, however. i bussed home from Northgate and ran on the treadmill for twenty minutes. this diet is going very well. it's only day two and i've lost 4 pounds ! although i'm almost positive i just happened to check my weight at the time of day when our weight is less than usual. which theoretically would be.. at the time it says on the bottom of this post

PS. i watched The Departed this weekend. i watched twenty minutes of it two weekends ago and it wasn't that great but i watched it all this weekend and it was pretty good. it takes me a bit to get into those kind of action movies. this was twisted, and i was SO not expecting the bang-bang-bang- everyone's dead scene. had a ton of very sexy, very talented actors (Leonardo DiCaprio, Matt Damon, Mark Wahlberg) which made it that much more enjoyable.

i'd climb more trees

i love my brother. he told me if i ever want to hang out to give him a call and he'd come get me.

that's never happened before