primitivism is appealing 

the more baggage i have,

the more i have stuffed in my bag,

the more things that could go wrong and ruin me

i got tickets to xavier rudd

why do i suddenly feel like this when i used to feel

the absence of chemistry so strongly before

he is a perfectly interesting, hilarious guy. it's been a little over a year since we met.

and we went out for bubble tea. he made me laugh a lot, and he's

ugh i don't wanna talk about it

k

we won't

my elbow is feeling arthiritis-y

i wonder if there will ever be Christineism in the future

whispers in my head things to do things to do 

so many things to do

i don't think i'll ever feel completely confident of my work

i want to go biking and sit in tall grass with O.Bond

and take photos and be high in the sky all day long

have a picnic in the warm breeze the sun

i need to recharge my camera batteries for tomorrow

my 18 year old cousin is acting like a 10 year old and 

as a result, two of my hotmail accounts are frozen

i don't really mind about the msn, but i actually use one of those e-mails

and that e-mail is connected to the frozen e-mail, thereby having hypothermia

spread to it resulting in frozen

2 frozen e-mail accounts

but it's ok, i think about going to Coldplay with Hannah and going to

Xavier Rudd with O.Bond

and nothing else seems to really matter

i need to start studying and reading and re-drawing

oh man oh man i have to wake up in 5 hours

but it is my last day of classes

it will be a long day

but a good day indeed

i felt like a pompous pomp for about 20 minutes tonight 

i shouldn't have said anything, i should have consulted my brother

just because i'm losing doesn't mean i'm lost