yes, well, 

i'm going insane.  it's 2 am, i want to see 

i need to be with someone a lot. sometimes i like to be all by myself, 

but sometimes 

i wish i could go drive around right now, i want to see the city lights blend with the stars

so i could feel that much more alone with just me and my car, 

Edie.  

i felt like Andy and i want to be Andy at every party. document the surroundings and 

never really be a part of the surroundings..

"i'm not used to unloading on people" "too busy being loaded on, i guess"

the orange county makes me depressed and sad

tuck me in,

you