probably a bad thing

so first day back after break heyyyy. last night went pretty well. crawled into bed at approximately 11:10 pm. Boots jumped onto my bedso i had to get up and open my door in case he wanted to leave later.
he slept with me practically the whole night. i was listening to music while he was curled into my arms and i dozed off for what seemed to be 30 minutes. then i stopped listening to music, and i fell asleep pretty well. although i laid there for practically the whole night.
weirdest thing though.. i mean, i moved around abit and Boots didn't even seem bothered at all, usually he gets up and leaves, but it seemed that there was some sort of.. like.. aura upon us or something. i was so relaxed, even though i didn't sleep the last half of the night. i laid there listening to his purring, and at one point i flopped him onto my stomach and he flopped half way off and was still asleep so he was like in this awkward position. cutest thing ever. it was nice.
i didn't feel alone. to me, he's actually a person. even Baby is. it was just real cozy. i kinda talked to him, and he'd doze off and when he stops purring you know he's completely asleep. and then he'd hear a noise and wake up and be alert for like a second, and then he'd fall back asleep again.
it was nice. being cozy in bed with Boots, and hearing the crazy wind going crazy outside. at around 3 i was considering getting out of bed to get ready for school. since i couldn't sleep and was just laying there thinking. i was hungry and i had to pee but i couldn't move.
i figured if i woke up now when i'm actually willing to wake up, it would be better than laying here until i fall asleep and end up waking up to an alarm and the thought of hating to wake up. but of course, i laid there and woke up at 5 50, pretty easily too. i went made myself some breakfast (apple and cheddar slices lol), made some Green Tea, then walked to the bathroom only to see how horrific i really looked (the afro came alive).

that was pretty much my morning. today went pretty well. came home after school and ate good food, watched some Miss Seventeen ha. Teddy Greiger is actually very sexy. and i was totally unaware that he's only 16. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT? i sure as hell couldn't i thought he was in his mid-twenties.. i mean, he got to make out with Kristen from LB.. i forgot her last name. OH WAIT i didn't. it's like Callavari.. i think. anyways. he's so sexy. i mean, his voice and those blue eyes. they're amazing. he's amazing.

anyways. so um is it normal to not be worried about finals after this semester has sucked some major ass? because to be quite frank, i'm not really worried.
it's seems i have stirred up some nonsense in my head that no matter what happens i'll do good. maybe 'cause no matter what DID happen in the past, i've always managed to do reasonably well, so it's just normal for me to think i'll do alright.

that's probably a bad thing hey..