o green world

get up get up get up get up get up. i dissected a fetal pig today. coolest thing ever. it seemed so surreal.. like. i think back to it right now and it all looks like child's play =) yes, i'm tlaking about the dissection of a pig.

onto other things.
in this moment i realize immaturity. think back to Bridget Jones' Diary. when she's at the Christmas party at the beginning. after she talks to that guy and all, she walks away and the movie pauses, and Bridget Jones, who is narrating, says that that was the moment. right down the very second. i had one of those. and knowing me, i might completely go against it tomorrow. but for right now, i see how incredibly immature they're being. i wrote in my blog last night, i saved it as a draft so no one could see, but i wrote. and i wrote any stupid thing that came to mind. because they made me feel like the biggest piece of crap. well for right now (key words there), my fingers won't stop bleeding and i don't need that extra baggage. not the baggage that my fingers bring, but the baggage that human being brings.
plus, there's someone there that doesn't give me that extra baggage. it's not the same, but i'm sure with time it'll become something quite nice.
but then there's always those times when i get bored and start fights for no reason. yes, i am one of those incredibly stupid people who start fights when they get bored with certain situations.

i'm actually so over it right now i don't even feel the need to waste more space in my blog writing about it. so Entourage starts in 10 minutes so i better hurry this up. my brother's girlfriend is over. after Entourage, i'm probably gonna work my center some more and possibly start Math Review?? that would be ideal im not gonna lie. good thing i believe in God.. maybe he can help me out some with my various exams. that, also, would be ideal.
i am currently listening to Gorillaz. yes, they are fantastic.
i noticed myself flirting with someone i used to dislike with a great passion last year.
i worked out today for almost an hour with Leigha (YES ITS A RECORD), and i lost 370 calories. i remember when it worked like that.. when my own elliptical trainer was actually sufficient. like, i would run for an hour almost everyday and i'd put it on the highest thing and in one hour i lost like 100 fat calories and 400 calories in general, and it was so fun too because i was at my own home where i could burst out in song as i ran. but now the stupid thing is demented, so when i raise the resistance, it shows up on the screen, but it doesn't get harder, but the calories are coutning faster because it thinks it's actually getting harder.. when it really isn't. so it frustrates me a great deal.

anyway, 4 minutes 'til Entourage.

ta ta for now =)
and i usually feel really retarded writing about the silly boys i like, but i know how Lauren feels because im feeling the exact same about him right now. he's at a hockey game right now actually... anyways, that's probably the last time you'll hear about him for awhile haha