xavier rudd and radiohead fill my head

with sugarplum fairies

i was doing good so good

like i completely changed the awful routine around

but it's become a replica of last year 

with a knock off of him

that sounds meaner than i actually mean

i'll give it a second before something good comes along

ok i've found the words now.

no i haven't, i wonder what the perfect series of words are

according to Donnie Darko's teacher, "The Cellar Door" is

i see you sleeping only in my mind and i have been away

thinking of when i would hold you gently and i would look into your eyes

i would be the one to calm your shaking when you would cry

xavier rudd is pretty close to getting the perfect series of words. 

oh, the symbolism of Donnie. i don't get it but perhaps one day i will

when i live in film

and breathe it

and eat it for breakfast

i am allowed to let thoughts roll around in the mud and then onto the screen 

without no real logic or path

no punctuation

or pu.nctuation where it doesnt belo.ng

good hits have become a rarity and i am not sure why

i need time to write haiku's

because they could take hours or seconds

when the sun denies you, oh light the shade

there's a talk show host sitting on a beach chair in the yellow sand yellow sun

with the blue yellow waves hitting the shore

you have beads of sweat running down the middle of your chest you are squinting your eyes

it's so hot so hot you can hardly stand it 

and talk show host by radiohead is playing and everything makes sense

or else it will be like the cellar door in the movie that never makes sense