so today was pretty interesting

being a girl sucks today

as i was experiencing painful cramps

i decided to give Mary Jane the miracle drug a chance to fix me up

maybe i went over the line, however, because i got up to microwave my heat pack and the scary thing happened.

like 2 other times in my life, i blacked out

its a bunch of awfulness that i'm starting to think is because of blood loss. the THC did not help at all, for once.

hmm i'm watching the Grammy's and i beam with happiness as i watch Coldplay being successful despite pathetic plagiarism accusations. i can't wait for Lil Wayne and Radiohead and Justin Timberlake. i could do without Katy Perry though.

fuck today was nuts though. i hate that. i get hot and cold and clammy and i have a head rush for like 10 minutes so i can't see anything and there's different variations of ringing in my ears for a long time so everything seems surreal i can't see or hear properly and i can hardly move. it's the ickiest feeling in the world.

i hate Kanye West's hair