i abuse things.

i never spread myself around thinly. i focus everything i've got into one thing and everything else becomes useless to me.

i always know the people in my life aren't a constant, i know when i'm having too much fun with a certain person they will soon annoy me and i won't enjoy their company so much anymore.

i can certainly say i do not have a best friend, besides my brother.. except we haven't talked in weeks and he is related to me.

i don't have a best friend. and i'm pretty sure i'm totally fine with that. in these recent months i have found too many similarites between relationships and friendships. 

i'm bored of this topic. i don't feel like writing now. i know what i feel like doing.

if you know me at all, you know too.