there are people

you text sometimes

that you don't really know why you do, maybe because they were once special

because you would have phone conversations with them

well thats significant because i never talk o

n the phone. only to Pablo and that's because we have no other way to maintain our friendship.

anyways

i send Robbie a text just because and i ask what is up.

i think he is the only guy who ever actually tells you what is up.

on the one hand, i tend to complain when people are just like "oh not much" although i am one of them

and then when someone finally does tell me in 2 text messages that "Hey actually quite a bit is up lol. Im moving home with my parents cuz me and tom had a huge misunderstanding and were no longer friends. no big deal to me or anything. i just think of it as a fresh start for a new year."

like, WHOA. i should have expected this, however. last time we texted i was in english and not checking my phone and once class was over my inbox was 100% full and there were more waiting.

on another note on the drive home i listened to Float Away by Robbie Rivera. and i have been listening to Lollipop by Lil' Wayne non-stop. geeez us.  this sort of music is the only thing that gets me excited for clubs. 

i need to think of something to text back. how 

is "crazy, so you coming out for my birthday next friday".  it's hard to think of these people as being part of my past. it's so out of my reach 

Tyler came before Robbie. Tyler's older brother, Tom, is the guy who was Robbie's roommate. i also remember Alex Dack and how he was the funniest guy ever and we would talk on the phone for ages and he would help me with all my issues and then we'd play tetris over msn whilst talking on the phone. Alex's group of friends hated all Tyler's friends and i vaguely remember someone being kicked at one of their high school dances.

oh how time flies, for real.

before you know it, the ketchup is expired...

some things just blow my mind. my mind is b

lown on a daily basis actually

for example, how The Bank has somehow become my staple club

when it used to be the one i dreaded because of all the revealing dress codes

um hellll no.

i did wear a short dress that one time. good thing there are photographs.

this morning whilst brushing my teeth, Boots sat in the bidet. cutest thing i ever did see

my kitties are my life

i came home from school today and Baby was sleeping on my bed in the exact spot i sleep

and she is always hanging out with me,

i think she's using me for my fish though... 

ps my mother got angry at me today for wearing my dad's work shirt to a job interview/school. it is SO hobo though. it has dirt stains and holes and it hangs off my body perfectly. i love it