i would like to make a note about my friendship with Leigha.

i love hanging out with her again. i love that our friendship started when we were small kids and  i hate that i messed it up for a few years there

sometimes i still feel awkward around her

simply because she is a completely different person than she was 

but i find myself being ok with it.. i actually like it a lot more 

because the person she has become allows me to open up that part of me..

the part that doesn't mind going to the club or dressing up or ---

hahahaha me and my cousin Jocelyn are talking on facebook and she asked

"so what happened with that boy you were with"

i replied, "nothing really, we stopped seeing each other"

she says, "oh that sucks..."

i say, "not really, it was a messy relationship anyways"

and then she says the best thing ever that i will make bold and red:

"dont worry i thought he was gross and ugly anyway"