it seems once you're finished updating and downloading every new version of every software on your computer, it's time to update and download the newer version. it's a never-ending cycle and if i wasn't so dependent on computers, i would boycott the whole idea.

speaking of boycott, the other day while in bed, i said "boycott boys". i'm not sure if anyone does this, but sometimes when i'm laying in bed i think about things and once in awhile i actually say the word out loud.

i was with Calvin today and we ran into Dave which was awkward, everytime i think of him now, i get this icky feeling like i wouldn't mind if i never saw his face again. Olivia said she saw him and he gets better looking everytime she sees him.. to each his/her own, i guess. haha. i really shouldn't talk though, beauty is in the eye of it's beholder and that proves very very true in context with my recent situations. recent as in the past few months now.

i was waiting for Calvin to finish in the bathroom and i looked in front of me and thought i saw Joe, an ex-lover (but not really a lover) who resembles Che Guevara, i thought for sure it was Joe but he doesn't go to the university so it wasn't, but at that exact moment i got a text message from him and it said

hey

and he never texts me. EVER. i've been having odd moments such as this one quite often actually. God's picking on me, perhaps.

please download Collie Man, Wiseman, and Closer To The Sun by Slightly Stoopid. please, you will thank me.

me and my mom watched Kite Runner tonight. it's a very humbling movie.
my heart, thoughts and ego were brought straight down into the ground.
my life is golden in comparison.
my life is so fucking golden