holy crazy tattooed blondie.

i just finished watching Memento. i am still trying to figure it out. like whoa the concept is out of this world, it's so innovative and the way the movie is set up, you get confused at first but the process is repeated throughout making it easier and easier to understand how things fit,
but then shit still gets fucked up because of how people have manipulated it
and part of the whole idea is repetition curing short term memory loss.

"I'm not a killer. I'm just someone who wanted to make things right. Can't I just let myself forget what you've told me? Can't I just let myself forget what you've made me do. You think I just want another puzzle to solve? Another John G. to look for? You're John G. So you can be my John G... Will I lie to myself to be happy? In your case Teddy... yes I will."

"It's just an anonymous room. There's nothing in the drawers. But you look anyway. Nothing except the Gideon bible, which I, of course, read religiously."

"I don't even know how long she's been gone. It's like I've woken up in bed and she's not here... because she's gone to the bathroom or something. But somehow, I know she's never gonna come back to bed. If I could just... reach over and touch... her side of the bed, I would know that it was cold, but I can't. I know I can't have her back... but I don't want to wake up in the morning, thinking she's still here. I lie here not knowing... how long I've been alone. So how... how can I heal? How am I supposed to heal if I can't... feel time?"

"If we can't make memories, we can't heal."

fuck yeah, go watch this movie immediately. i have to go start making memories, perhaps i'll heal..