Leigha has squinty eyes when she laughs

had school today. after school, me, Leigha and Greg went to Northgate and we ate. then we went to Leigha's house, where we chilled for a bit. and then we picked up Stacy and we went to East Side Mario's for my birthday *wink wink*. i got a free lunch.. since it's my birthday..
then we went to Wal-Mart until like 8:30, where we found padded panties, and Lauren became friends with a box of Tide. Leigha also rode in a wheelchair for a short amount of time. then we went to see Pans Labrynth at 9:15, which was a really cool movie i must say. i was definitely interested, and i loved the fantastical aspect of the movie, and the different creatures, but the part i thought was most intriguing was the evil guy with no eyes, but with eyes on his hand. it was something i'd never seen in movies before and i liked that, it was different and definitely eerie and cool. the cinematogrpahy was well done, and Lauren even pointed out the really cool sound effects and how it was like our sense of hearing was inclined during the movie. it was sweet. and i loved how it was in Spanish. i could understand a lot of it since it's really similiar to italian, but i love subtitled movies, the different language ones. they seem more authentic, and i know if Pans Labrynth was done in english, it wouldn't have been the same at all.

all in all, it was a really good day. got to hang out with Leigha, which isn't something that's been happening very often.
but i was reminded of a certain someone a lot tonight, and i tried not to think about it, but it was hard when i was going to all these places that me and him used to go to, and the fun we had. and he walked by my chemistry class today.. first time i seen him in months. i don't think he noticed me, although we were staring straight at each other.. he doesn't notice much. but i definitely noticed him, and my heart went into my throat and i became nervous. and i got that sucky feeling. i just miss him that's all. i miss the really sweet phone conversations we used to have. and how he used to make fun of me. and i remember thinking i was worth changing for. he called me niggerbit the other day. so i called him niggerchunk. (excuse the racism)

hmmph. it's all good. i just miss the friendship aspect of it all. after all, i have someone new. i was supposed to see him today, but he didn't come. i was pretty sad.
i'm pretty sure we're all going skating on Monday though. i'm so happy it's the long weekend..