high speed

"Can anybody fly this thing? Before my head explodes, Or my head starts to ring. We've been living life inside a bubble. Confidence in you, Is confidence in me, Is confidence in high speed."

today i went to school. was pretty good. until i had chemistry and totally and completely blanked out on my test. we took like 20 minutes of the class just going over stuff before, leaving us 40 minutes. it took me 30 minutes just to do the written because i kept screwing up and having to erase and re start, and then i had ten minutes to do 25 multiple choice. IT WAS SO SCREWY. but i can't help but feel like i might have done rather well. which is weird. i think i may be too positive for my own good sometimes.

after school, i sat in the Student's Union room for an hour with Stephanie and Nikolina while they did their physics and we waited until 4 o'clock rolled around. we walked to Northgate to get our courses at FreshStart. i got my three religion workbooks and my three religion "textbooks", so six in total.

next week i start my driver's training. Friday and Saturday from 9 am until 4 pm.

i feel like i'm finally getting things done. i don't feel like i have a big cloud over my head pouring all these things i need to get done. i'm finally doing something about them.

i told myself today that i have to work out at school at least twice a week, and every other day i can work out at home (when i feel like i have time). i won't play nintendo unless i'm feeling completely stressed out, or i seriously have nothing better to do (which won't be the case until i finish religion 35). and at least once a week i will spend my lunch hour without friends and in the library finishing religion. i have to go to FreshStart every Wednesday too at 4, so they can check up on me. so me and Nikolina could probably spend that hour of waiting doing this stupid religion.

i feel like i'm going at high speed. and i kinda like it.

ps. sorry about my boring blog entries and the length. i realize everything i do in a day isn't all that appealing.