cheeseball? i think so..

you want to be with that person so bad. you picture it in your mind's eye so vividly and so clear but your eyes are still open and aware of what's going on and all you can think about if putting your hands on each side of their face to pull them closer to you. and as you do this, you feel their warm lips on yours, and you feel their hands slowly wrap around your waist, and their hands become their arms and you're overwhelmed with the feeling of being held close. and as your lips touch, caress, cuddle, you move your hands from their face to their chest and you place them nicely there, one hand on each side. some precious time passes and you decide to run your hands through his hair, and you pull away from time to time to look at their green eyes and to tease them a little bit, to get them back for all the times they've teased you.
you watch him yawn as he is tired and he brings his hands up to his face and you think to yourself how perfect they look, and how much more perfect they would look on you. and you miss the closeness. you try putting in words how you're feeling. which body part within your core is experiencing this feeling. your stomach, your heart, and then you think of biology and you try pinpointing it to your renal artery, maybe your kidney or pelvic bone, maybe your liver or pancreas.. possibly your small or large intestine and there's the slight chance that it's the gall bladder.
anyways, one of the above organs is experiencing this wonderful feeling, almost like a cringe or tension, some call them butterflies. and then you talk about smores and campfires, and he smiles and it's one of your favorite things because he has those innocent caring eyes, and those dimples. and it instantly brings a smile to your face.
and you become sad and depressed
because you know it would be one google times better in real life.
hmmmmph.

i was feeling emotional. i haven't written anything useful for awhile so leave me alone