all my flaws

i changed for dance. and realized all my flaws.
i put my hair up. and realized all my flaws.
i put my make up on. and realized all my flaws.
i sit here feeling absolutely disgusting.
and unmotivated.
i don't think i've ever felt so unworthy of anyone's attention.

this fucking sucks. and i wish it didn't.

i wrote two pages
and i'm not even finished yet.