a true h.core fan

kay. first off i want to say i am a true h.core fan of The OC. i mean, sure, there's all those people that LOVE IT SO MUCH. but then there's me. i exceed that. no joke. i've been watching it since August 4, 2003. the day it first aired on CTV. i even remember clearly like it was yesterday how it went. and how it ended. it ended with a white door. Ryan closing the door to his old house. closing the door to his old life. and i remember there was also a payphone in that episode. when he used it to call Sandy. and guess what? i haven't even watched it since August 4, 2003. i've seen every episode. never missed one. i love all their soundtracks, and that show introduced me to two bands that i am now proud to call my favorite (The Subways and The Killers). and i even remember specific songs from episodes. i remember the one where it was raining, it started with a view of the ocean and the weather on the radio playing. and in the background No Rain by Blind Melon was playing. then there was the Graduation party one. a song by Lady Sovereign was playing in that one. then there's the Hallelujah song of course that was played on a Chrismukkah episode. then there was a version of Wonderwall in one of them. and then there was the episode when Trey was leaving on a bus and Champagne Supernova by Oasis was playing. and like OMG. i am just like. absolutely in love with that show. and i remember exactly how every season ended. the first one ended with Seth leaving on his sailboat, the second ended with Trey getting shot and the third ended with Marissa dying. i cried for every finale too. and just. holy shit. i get so fucking into that show it's not even good. i even got a lot of my friends into the show (Breanna and Marcy can justify to that) even after they said it was GAY. *sigh*

by the way, this entry is just to confirm that i am a true hard core fan of The OC. and always will be. and also to confirm that i am THE biggest nerd ever