fucking gay i say

i dunno man. i'm pretty cold. and frustrated. i came home and watched 30 minutes of The OC. i had to stop because some guy for our heating system came over and talks so fuckin loud that i just stopped watching and came here. OMG IT'S AMAZING. i've forgotten how much i missed The OC. it's ridonkulous. i got to watch 20 minutes of it with my brother. he seemed pretty done. he had just woken up. and he was wearing my ITALIA sweatshirt which i love so much but i didn't bug him about it because he seemed dead. then after 20 minutes he said he was going to the gym. and then i found out he's going to see James Blunt tonight with some chick. AND I BECAME FURIOUS. i fucking love James Blunt with my whole entire heart. i told him he better get me a t-shirt. i don't care if a James Blunt t-shirt is gay, I WANT ONE. he said he'd get me one. UGH he's so lucky. like seriously. he gets to go to all these crazy cool concerts and i;ve never even been to one. fucking gay i say. haha. i remember his first concert was Oasis in Vancouver. he got me a t-shirt. his second was The Strokes. he got me a t-shirt. his third was The Raconteurs in Vancouver. he got me a t-shirt. his fourth was Tool. he got me a t-shirt. then he was security at a Bedouin Soundclash concert. he didn't get me shit from that except jealousy when he said he got to talk to the lead singer who was pretty cool. UGH. and now he gets to see James Blunt!? this is madness. MADNESS I TELL YOU

i love him no matter what though