a common reoccurance

don't ever live in "what if's". don't ever say "what if". don't even think "what if". WHAT IF'S ARE BAD FOR YOU.

my mother took my cell phone away. i can only take it to school and that's it. is that the biggest piece of shitty information you've ever heard or what? yes. indeed it is.


fuck that. honestly. actually, i don't even care. i used to cry and beg so much and so hard when she took my cell phone away. when she took it this time i was like TAKE IT BITCH. actually no. i turned it off and took out the battery pack (so she can't snoop), and told her to leave me alone. then later tonight i went and gave her and my dad a huge handful of candy. because i'm such a sweetheart of a daughter. i hope when and if i have a kid, i have a kid like me. i think it would be really sweet to have a daughter like me. actually i take that back. i'd be a shitty daughter to raise i'm not gonna lie. that's why i'm so scared of my mom. she could kick the shit out of me if i ever do anything dumb. i respect her for that. i respect people who can kick the shit out of me. why? well, so they don't kick the shit out of me obviously. i dunnnnno. my parents are cool i guess. i can't believe i'm saying that after my mother grounded me for two months and took my cellphone indefinitely. it's just a common reoccurence around here. the yelling. the screaming. the fighting. the slamming of doors. the grounding. the UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS. and the pen throwing. and the dad coming in and asking what the hell i'm doing throwing pens at my wall. HEY, you know what. give me a break. my brother has posters up in his room that are covering holes in the wall from when he punched them. i can't see my brother punching anything. i can't see him hurting anything actually. except me. well not even me to be honest. he's like the best thing ever. he's my best friend who's related to me. i haven't seen him in a fkn week. i don't even know where he is half the time. he better be here tomorrow. so we can watch the oc together. that's another common reoccurance. yup. it's THE OC TOMORROW and guess who's watching it? me of course. i'm practically sweating bricks im so excited (something Brenden would totally say). HES RIDICULOUS