today today

i had class at 8 

and i didn't leave the studio until around 7 pm

i painted for 6 hours and got frustrated and wanted to cry.

i even admitted this fact to Matt at one point, and in return i got an awkward look. 

hmm... lots of texting today 

i can tell you that much. 

i felt like a real hustla, na mean?

no, but seriously. i was a real hustler today. 

i miss being kissed, i love kisses.

i just watched How She Move. i flippin' hate Tre Armstrong but i did not know she could move like that.

i watched Philip DeFranco of course. his Monday song made me laugh out loud. he makes me laugh out loud.

my life is about to get real real busy. crazy busy. and as much as i just wanna sit there and be like "all i fucking wanna do is sit at home and watch Friends!" i will totally own this new lifestyle.

i'm good at playing parts, assuming certain roles, being an actress in the real world.  i will do just that

i will own my life.

goodnight :)