Jack, Jesus didn't come to free us from pain, He came to give us the strength to bare it. 

Maybe He wanted this

No He had nothing to do with this, it was an accident.

No, this wasn't an accident. Jesus chose me for this.

Jack... ask the mercy of Jesus Christ.

If it was an accident, why do I have to ask for His mercy? I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy, I will have compassion on whom I have compassion.

Don't be so frightful, that's a sin. Jack, listen to me, listen to me. Jesus came not to condemn us. Jesus loves you, but he also knows how to punish arrogant sinners like you.

Not as many as I love, I rebuke in chasing, Revelation 3:19. Jesus betrayed me.

Stop this shit or you're going straight to Hell.

Hell? This is hell. Right here.

You shut up now and ask Christ to forgive you.

Forgive me? I did everything He asked me to do. I changed. I gave Him my life. And He betrayed me. He put that fucking truck in my hands so I could carry out His will and made me kill that man and those girls, but hey, He didn't give me the strength to stay in safe.

You bastard, Christ had nothing to do with this.

God even knows when a single hair moves on your head.. and you taught me that.

I'm gonna pray for you, Jack.