ahhh, yes

today i organized my entire collection of Photos.
tons tons
ran into a folder named "Conversations" complete with about 24 conversations with Joe, a few with Jordan, Nicole, and Pascale.
crazy crazy

i have done absolutely nothing but watch Friends excessively this break.
i never have resolutions, i guess. i like to think i have the freedom to start good habits anytime of the year
but this time i really need to, i haven't written them or anything. they're just things i'll try to do.
i'm going to Holland/Italy for 3-4 months this year, i need to shape up and get myself together in order for me to go there in confidence.

i am so sick of cheese,

damn i am 19 in something around 21 days. nineteen years old, my last year in teenager-dom.

interesting. i need a new floor to cover the floor that will keep me satisfied and spacious. my bedroom is a direct reflection on me.

the other day whilst watching television my dad came and sat on the couch i said
"i am so bored"
he said
"me too, i need to go back to work"

i realized, i live in such an unbalanced way. where for 4 months i am stress so the minute i have no worries, i lay around and do nothing for two fucking weeks and my entire life is way off track health-wise, social-wise, everything-wise..

damn.

there are so many words i could grab out of the air, but they just aren't there

haha