geeeez

so yesterday i met Breanne at Kingsway at 6 when she was done work
we had tea and mall walked for about 2 hours.

it was weird and awkward. period.
she was herself, things could have been the same. but when you don't explain why what happened, happened, things can't just .. flow. for me anyways.

i wanted to get outta there as soon as possible.

at 7 i left Kingsway and drove to Kelsey's where her and Heather were having another Twee party. it was fun, i used to be super akward at their parties 'cause i don't know anyone, but Rachelle was there and i met this Sergio guy who i've seen around the studio before. they made hot toddy's which is pretty deadly especially for me since the only reason i don't drink is because i hate the taste of alcohol so with hot toddy's, i didn't have to worry.

people started leaving and around midnight it was just Rachelle, Kelsey, Heather, me and these two other girls and we just sat by the fire and i got to hear a bunch of stories of design business and it was really a lot of fun.

at 2, we left, i followed Heather's truck back to her place after she dropped off Rachelle.
at Heather's, we slept in her teeny bed, end to end. i miss her and it's weird to think she basically has become my sister.

this morning, we drove to Cafe Mosaics and had breakfast there with Rachelle and April. i had the best pancakes i'd ever eaten.

i'm going to go bathe myself and then take a very needed nap and then tonight, we'll see what happens.

shisha and clubbing with Mike? very possible