Tuesday, November 11

well today was spent doing a lot of my philosophy paper.
Breanne stopped by for an awkward visit. what was said, was necessary. i think a few days need to pass for another talk.

it's amazing how skewed your feelings towards someone can change so drastically from a small thing. it's fucked. and i wish it wasn't.

anyways, i picked Calvin up around 4:30, we went to Moxie's where i ate some marvelous sweet potato fries. the ones at Dewey's were WAY better though. then we went to see Changeling.

it was an intense movie. Calvin cried so much, and i thought it was a really sweet thing to see. not many people are that sensitive, and to finally sit next to someone who can feel as much as i can and show it so freely.. it made me really happy.

after the movie, i drove him home, and i drove myself home.
i really do like driving. a lot, actually. i just like how i feel when my doors are locked, i'm cozy in my jacket, i'm warm and i have my music.. i got the Virgin Mary and Rastaman watching over me. i sing i sing i sing.

it feels good. i don't mind travelling distances, then.

i smiled the whole drive back. on the highway i listened to Let It Rock, and sped. and sang super loud. and tapped my feet and danced.

when i drive, i actually dance sometimes

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