ah this.

i don't want to be lonely right now.
i AM DEAD>
so tired
craaaazy
i laughed so hard today
in Design. that i
cried.

i can't even recall why. but it was funny.
and then i realized that
when Amanda laughs really hard, it makes me want to
laugh too.

hold it! i remember. it was about this girl in the other art class who is
mighty obnoxious
and crazy in an awful way
and we were talking about how loud she is
and then Amanda says "look at us, Matt's probably thinking 'i hate those girls they're so loud!'"

i took the LRT with Hannah afterwards, like every single day and i've learned that
those times are fun. it's a good feeling for a socially awkward alien like me to
meet new people and
actually
enjoy
what
they
have
to
say.

because most of the time, i am bored of people. i am bored with myself. i want to laugh like lasagna is funny.
i also am getting to know this girl who works at Second Cup. she is quite cool and we are planning on hanging out once things settle down.


anyways, i like LRT time. and the dance party i have afterwards. everyday on the drive home.

ah school. i watched about 4 episodes of Friends when i got home. i am determined to finish about half of this english essay and then i will relax, drink tea, read some tales and fall into slumber.

tomorrow i'm going to Hannah's to make play-doh