Breanna wrote this in her blog:

"FUCK #2) what the hell is going on with us right now? No matter how hard i try to fix things or make you see that i'm not going anywhere thats all you ever seem to think of me. I'm not going to disregard you, i've made a lot of choices to get me to where i am in this relationship with you, and for what? So you can continue to think that in the blink of an eye it will all be over? How many times do i have to look you in the eyes and let you know that i want to do this. If i felt like i wanted someone else i would have been gone by now. Look at what happened during the summer. I CHOSE YOU don't you get it? I want things to work but i begin to underestimate my intentions when u constantly think the worst in me. realize that you are good enough so we can move on. realize that i'm here when nobody else is and that you are the world to me. figure things out with ur family and tell them the truth! If they care then they will make an effort to change. you need to solve all those hidden issues before we can get past this and i know your strong enough to do that. I just don't want to lose you because you lose yourself. "


i know you're going to read this
and i know what you're talking about. although it's sort of the other way around... i'm not the one feeling that way, i'm the one making someone else feel that way..