i don't know what happened,
but i seem to have just discovered my own body.

as i've said earlier, i weighed 155 pounds before Italy,
i now waver between 140-143 pounds and if you ask me, I do not look like i lost 10-15 pounds. (what's weirder, is i've been unexpectedly maintaining that weight... i eat when i want, and i think sometimes i eat too much, but i always seem to be 143 pounds.. i don't understand it. i don't think i'll ever reach 150 again! i mean, that one night at Breanne's i ate SO MUCH JUNK and i still managed to stay this way)

BUT
in the process of figuring out what to wear this weekend, I tried on all my old skinny jeans, and they all fit comfortably! this is so exciting! all i need is spandex to wear under them.. or some underwear that doesn't slide down with the pants, and i'm set!

i am in complete awe right now