today couldn't have been more perfect.

isn't it an awesome feeling when you find someone so special?? i mean, after everything that has happened in the past couple years, i was left with virtually no best friends. i went from having a handful of them to losing them. one of those was such an essential part of my life. she was completely and totally my best friend, together we'd be forever. stuff that intense doesn't happen to some people, and it happened to me without me even knowing.

after school i went tanning. at 1:15 i arrived at Breanne's. we sat in her room, talked about feather ruffling topics, smoked cigarettes, and listened to Mazzy Star.

it was pure euphoria.. bliss. the sun in my eyes, i closed them slowly.. opened them slowly to watch the smoke in the sunlight swirl above my head that was already in the clouds.