there is a reason that i wanted to pull a friday afternoon with Breanne on a Tuesday.

the past few days i have been unusually and unnecessarily lonely and depressed.

basically, it's a situation with Vitto. i won't get into it because i'm feeling optimistic about it for the moment, but basically if we hook up now, it will be difficult to continue a relationship in the future due to the circumstances starting in June.

but i am willing to give it a try even though before meeting him, i was bitter from previous experiences i have unfortunately experienced.

but there is something i realized about myself that would have aided me a great deal a few years ago. there are some things that are able to cheer me up instantaneously.

1) talking to God.. reminds me that i am never alone.
2) listening to loud music, singing along, and dancing at the same time
3) drinking green tea
4) creating artsy things