hello hello.

my parents have always told me to not be afraid to ask questions. and i've always been the kind of person to not ask questions because i'd rather keep a low profile. at work there's some people that talk to me like i'm mentally retarded and it really gets me down. like, i ask questions because i don't wanna screw up, you know? and then they talk down to me like i'm 5. and when i don't ask questions and do it wrong they do the exact same thing.
i wasn't born with the knowledge on how to work at a coffee place OK?!?! but i can't win either way. my parents told me not to take it personally. and then there's me who just worries my socks off for almost everything. at the end of the day, i'm only a high school student trying to make some money on the side. this job is definitely not my first priority even though it feels like it sometimes. if i get fired for doing something wrong, there's always other part-time jobs out there.

gawd, i have to stop giving myself pep talks for the lamest shit