my turn will come

MY METER IS RUNNING LOW.
there was only two of us at work for 3 hours. me, a beginner who is also good for nothing, and another girl who s been working there for 2 weeks. it was crazy madness. i wanted to commit suicide.

and with my brother gone i feel so empty and depressed like i could start crying any second. work is starting to suck and i just need to get high and hang out with friends. FAST.

having a job is making me feel depressed. i haven't even had a proper summer day since i started working right after my exams ended.

think positive i guess.
when my brother left last night, my mom looked at me in the airport and told me to stay positive and that my turn will come.

i sure hope so.