kick myself in the butt

i really fucking hate my french teacher. i used to be his favorite student but this semester just really sucked major ass. and i keep kicking myself in the butt because it's all my fault. if i didn't deliberately switch into his class i could probably have a steady 80+ in French 30.

he's such a dick. we got our oral exams prepared and right when i go out into the hallway the first thing he says to me is "this better be good".
well fuck you too.

plus, he has his favorite students who always make him laugh and they always do so good. it makes me want to pull my hair out. he was such a jerk to me this year, seriously. he was talking to Alyssa and he told her how i've changed and lost focus.

who the hell is he to say i've lost focus?!?! he fucking has no idea what goes on in my life, and i don't know what's going on in his life. all i know is that he needs to fucking get laid.

and at interviews a while back he was like..
french teacher: she does socialize a lot and disrupts my class. i've had to move her three times
christine: yeah but i've been doing so much better
mom: is this true?
french teacher: *gives my mom a doubtful look*
christine: *looking at french teacher with jaw dropped at his ability to lie to my face in front of my mom*

FUCK THAT URGGHGHGJGHG
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