mixed emotions

alright. i got lots to catch you up on. in order, i have 6 things.

1) so there's this creepy guy in my life. i saw him for the first time at my brother's design show. he was wearing high waisted blue jeans with a button up shirt tucked into them, he had big beady eyes, looked like he had some sort of mental problem. and he had a balding head of dark hair. he took like 6 of my brother's business cards, an i remember telling my brother how creepy that was. anyways, a few weeks ago, i was at Northgate with Breanne, and i saw THE SAME GUY in the food court. creepy? i think so. AND THEN, last firday me and Breanne went to Movies 12 and THE SAME GUY was there. crazzzzzy i tell you.

2)we have this African substitute for the next week in French. he taught us some African songs in class today and told us his philosophies of life. he's quite a deep person.

3) went to Fresh Start today, hung out with Olivia and Breanne before it opened and had a very delightful strawberry McFlurry =)

4) i had a weird dream last night. i woke up crying. i was in Beverly at my old house. i was on the bus with Lateasha, which was weird, and we got off right in front of my house. we parted ways, and as i walked up to my frton door, a guy and a girl walked up to me holding knives. they asked me "can we break into your home?" i said "no". and just as i pulled out my cellphone to call 911, they stabbed me to death. then it rewound, and i was alive again. they asked me again, and i said "ok you can break into my house" so they did. my mom was inside, and they ended up stabbing her to death. hence why i was crying so much. i don't think i've ever felt so awful in my whole entire life.

5) me and my mom went to Londonderry today, i got this really sweet jacket thing from Army and Navy. i love my mom for that, she buys some clothes from Giant Tiger and Superstore and Costco, and they're like some of the nicest things ever. i even wear some of the stuff she buys from those places. i love her for that. anyways, on the drive home, my mom told me that my dad saw a dead goose on the side of the road one day when he was driving home from work. there was another goose flying in circles above it. the next day, my dad saw the goose standing by the dead goose. and the next day, he saw it standing there still. apparently, geese have life partners. like once they find another goose, they're with that goose forever. isn't that sad though? it definitely made me sad. i mean, do geese have feelings? does she realize her partner is dead? does it make her sad? i wonder...

6) PABLO CALLED ME YET AGAIN TONIGHT. i love that guy with my WHOLE heart. i've talked about him before. my best friend that lives in Montreal? he gives me calls now and then, and we talked for an hour and a half tonight. he graduates this year. it's so weird. i might even have a chance to see him this summer when my family goes down east for a little touring with my uncle who's coming from Italy. that would make my whole summer... no, my whole LIFE.

anyways, it's kinda late, and i am DEAD TIRED. goodnight =)