baby don't let it go to your head

so i downloaded this song by Fefe Dobson (please stifle your laughter) called Don't Let It Go To Your Head.

i just listened to it and i used to get really involved in this song. i'd get butterflies, but feel empty, and get a sick feeling.
maybe i listened to it so much that it didn't do anything for me anymore.

then i thought of the time that it always makes me think of. Tyler. in Tosh's car. on that green bridge that tickles your whole body when you drive over it. he was in the seat in front of me and i had my hands creeped to the front running my hands through his hair and over his shoulders..
i was 15 years old. it sounds so incredibly young it makes me want to laugh and cry at the same time. when i think back to it i always think in.. i was going to say yellow, but now it seems like the memory looks blue black and blonde. the favorite blue jeans with ripped knees, the black t-shirt with a horse shoe on it and my long blonde hair is what comes to mind when i think of 15 years old.

hmmm.. it reminds me how stupid i was too. i .. i don't even know. oh god.

here i am listening to music that reminds me of 15 years old.
maybe i should start listening to something different so when i'm 19 i can listen to songs that remind me of 17 years old.

that summmmmmmmmer is a milestone for no reason at all.