like the ugly child

so i don't know what to think. i just watched The OC. and there was an earthquake. it was kind of heart breaking. Ryan was covering Taylor, and Sandy and Kirsten were together, and Kaitlyn and Julie were together, and Seth and Summer were in a car on the road, when all of a sudden a light post smashed their car.



and they all died.














JUST KIDDING. no, i'm pretty sure everyone's safe because i just read what's going to happen in the next two episodes. hopefully Taylor dies though. oh man do i ever dislike her. she's actually, so annoying. i can't stand her. and i honestly think her and Ryan are doomed and he should just dump her. Marissa is the only girl for him. everything was perfect with Ryan and Marissa. Taylor is just way too clingy and demanding. she forces him to do stuff that i don't even think he wants. like the whole "i love you" deal. she expects an "I love you" from Ryan for her birthday. i'm sorry, but saying "i love you" is not a birthday present. and saying you love someone isn't something that should be pressuring you. and saying you love someone does not depend on what type of situation you're in. Ryan told her he loved her before knowing she was going to Berkely too. and, i'm not too sure on this but, after finding that out i don't think Ryan loved her. WHICH IS RETARDED. you can't just change your mind on whether or not you love someone. i don't think he should've said it in the first place. 'cause then he goes to her place afterwards, gives her the real birthday present and he says he loves her, and then the earthquake happens. seriously, that whole relationships is so artificial. and Taylor is SO ANNOYING. ever since they started dating, there's always been something wrong with something in that relationship. it's never been in it's prime. Taylor's always put pressure on some aspect or another and i just feel bad for Ryan. anyways,
i don't know. i think if Taylor died, i would enjoy that show so much more. and man do i miss Marissa. she was the show. and as much as i hate to say it, since she's gone, the show is gone too. but i can't help but feel anxious after every single episode. i love it nonetheless. it's like the ugly child your obligated to love no matter how ugly they are.

that's actually how it feels. although i really don't know what having an ugly child, well just a child in general, feels like so i can't really say that. but i imagine this is how it might feel like.

THE OC IS STARTING TO SUCK BUT I LOVE IT NO MATTER WHAT.
it's done in 2 weeks. daaaaaaaaaaamn.