the great debate

i made some minor adjustments to my layout, clearly. i was getting tired of seeing Satan's laundry room everyday. but i did really like how that layout turned out, i saved it in case i decide to use it in the future. i stayed home from school today. i'm such a loser. seriously. so far this year i've stayed home from school like 3 or 4 days because i was sick, which i like never ever do. but as i mentioned before, my mother is becoming quite reasonable. she didn't even yell at me for my report card. which was weird, 'cause i was positive she was going to approach me with a whip or a belt or something. so anyways, this morning my alarm went off at the usual 5:55 am, and i laid there contemplating, debating whether or not i should go to school. i make almost a pro's and con's list in my head, and heavily debate it. i'm not even kidding. it's not an easy decision for me. this is what goes through my head:
"so i can either go to school or stay home. my hair is in really good shape right now, i could like make it messy and put a headband in it and it would look really good and i could wear my glasses and wear something nice and i would look awesome, aw but i feel like a big pile of crap and i already know the homework that's due on Friday, and in English we're just going over that reading comprehension stuff, but in Chemistry she's giving back our tests and i really wanna know what i got and she said we have to start moving really fast and she's doing chapter 5 and what if i never understand it for the rest of the year because i decided to stay home today, but i should understand it it's only review of last year, and i don't have any tests today, but i'll miss Psychology and Nikolina will be by herself and my group has to present and i'm not there but there's a lot of groups so we'll probably go into next class, so this is the best opportunity to stay home and i want to get better and i need sleep to do that, and OHMYGOD I NEED TO COUGH." and then my ribs started to hurt.

that's what literally went through my head. i debated it for a good 45 minutes to an hour haha. my alarm goes off three times. once at 5:55 am, then at 6 am, and then at 6:15 am. so i debate dit all through that, and then at 6:30 my mom usually wakes me up if my cellphone didn't do it, and when she did i was like "i don't know if i should go to school today" and she was like "how come" and i said "i don't feel very good" and she said "well do you have any tests today", and she always asks this and it makes me laugh because i just debated this whole thing in my head already and if i did have any tests i probably wouldn't be staying home because i like writing tests same time as everyone else. so i said "i don't have any and i already know what's due on Friday in all my classes." so she said "well, make up your mind because it's already 6:30". so i just laid there. and debated some more. then i think i fell asleep for like 10 minutes, and then i woke up and it was like 7:19 am, when my bus usually leaves so i was like. well i guess i'm staying home.

i am probably the weirdest person you will ever encounter. i can't believe i just wrote that much on debating whether i should stay home or not.