my worth has lessened

alright, so today was pretty extremely busy.
went to bed at 3 in the morning, woke up at 9 in the morning. got to the Shaw Conference Center at about 11:30. worked from 11:45 until 8:30 pm. it was pretty good. we got free muffins when we got there, and then for supper we got free pasta AND cake. and then when we left we got free tim bits =)
we did crowd control, it was pretty good i guess except for the fact that i had to stand a lot, and tell people to slow the fuck down haha. and then we did Security for the concert. EXCEPT, the Newsboys never showed up in time. they were stalled in Chicago, and got a charter plane from Calgray to Edmonton, so me and Stephanie couldn't stay that long since we were going out afterwards. i was pretty bummed. i really wanted to see them.
so anyways, this afternoon i was keeping an eye on my section, and these two older men come sit down. the dark-haired man looks at my name-tag and starts joking around with me and calling me by my first name. and i'm trying to avoid contact with him so i pretend to look around the room like something very interesting is happening in the opposite direction. then he starts asking me to entertain them. and i'm like "sorry, that's not my job." and he's like "dance for us. and sing." and i was like "i can't sing." and he was like "neither can i." so i walked away haha.

anyways, it was approaching 9 pm, and i really didn't wanna go to Fever. we stood in line when we got there.. in the freezing cold. and i felt like the biggest loser EVER. i mean, there was all these gangsters, and chicks with blonde streaked hair that was back combed out to Mars, and i just felt so out of place. i was like, wow this is totally not my scene. i felt like such a teenybopper. i hated it. i wanted to leave so bad.
but i walked in, we went to the dance floor and i started moving. and i admit, i'm pretty good when i get some good flowing music. one thing that just PISSED ME THE FUCK OFF, was the fact that i was dancing, i was "in the zone" and all these fucking people just keep walking back and forth, it's like make up your god damn mind already you're either on the dance floor or not. and it just cramped my style. and everytime someone bumped into me i just wanted to punch them in the face. so me and Stephanie met up with Daleen, Nikolina and Nataliya. Nataliya was pretty much mackin out with her boyfriend the whole time. i'll admit, though, it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.
minus the heat, the undecisive dancers, and the fog that made me feel suffocated. just a little bit.
i even saw Danny there. at first i didn't think it was him, but i went up to him and we talked for abit. he wasn't dancing though, he said he came for the music. he's pretty cute haha. short little portuguese kid :P
AND THEN
ok, so me Steph and Daleen are dancing, right. this black dude just comes up behind me, puts his hand on my leg and his other hand on my tummy. at first i was like what the fuck is going on man. but then i was like.. whatever and we grinded for a bit. and just to be stupid, i grabbed his leg and made him go with my rythym. then the song changed, he gave me a hug said something i couldn't hear and then we grinded while facing each other. then he started kissing my neck, and i think he was gonna kiss me on the lips, so i turned my face opposite of his, and then my legs just fucking hurt because it gets tiring, so i just stopped and he gave me another hug and walked away. haha
except he didn't walk away. he moved onto Stephanie. and she had this really funny look on her face like HELP ME OUT GUYS. and i laughed at her.
and i started grinding her, while the guy was grinding her as well. LMAO. she looked so uncomfortable, it made me laugh. then they all wanted to go on the speakers, but i really didn't, so i went to the washroom where i ran my hands under cold water.

it was so nice.. the cold.
hmm. i thought about Jordan at times, too. and what it would be like if he was there and if i was dancing with him.. instead of having random black dudes rub their denim cock on you. my worth definitely lessened tonight.
i may sound like a big loser, but i think spending time in Chapters would have been equally fun haha.
hmm maybe not. i definitely felt sexy tonight.. even if i was fully clothed. unlike the rest of the participants at Fever.

in conclusion, this weekend was very busy, but very awesome as well. and it was the perfect birthday weekend.

=)