the bad boy factor

i realized one thing today.
wanting the "bad boy" factor in a guy is something i would see as immature.
which makes me immature.
and it's ironic,
because i was the one always calling him immature
when really, i was the immature one
for putting up with his immaturity
just so i could be satisfied at the thought of having a "bad boy".

how immature is that???