when your heart stops beating

i haven't seriously written in a long time. my days are pretty bland these days. i dedicated this week to my learners which i successfully received this morning.. well afternoon. i woke up at 1 15, my brother banging on the door saying he was gonna take me to get it, so i got ready in 20 minutes, went and got it. all within one hour haha. but i didn't get my photo thing done 'cause i was without parents. but i was happy i got it this time. 'cause i would've hated to fail it again. like fuck.

so i've been going to bed pretty early lately. like literally, two nights ago i went to sleep at 3 am, the night after that it was 5 am, and this morning i went to bed at 8 am. aren't you proud? haha. i should've pulled an all-nighter.

next week should be great though. i doubt the good ol' tongues getting pierced though unless i wanna get it ripped out or something. i got a christmas card from my parents with money in it and it said "and this money is NOT to get any tongue piercings!" and i was like aaeruheubgdusbgsfb. but i guess it's kinda cool. i mean, every teenager goes through that haha. "aww but mother i wanna get this pierced!" "i will not allow that over my dead body" or some shit like that. haha. *sigh* its cool to some extent i guess.

i am currently working on a list of things i've learned. you know how people always have those things "i've learned that.. blah blah" , well i'm making one. except it'll be a ton of levels less cheesy haha.

it's pretty relaxing though. i had this huge cloud hanging over my head for months to get this stupid learners, and now it's finally cleared over.

there's some really gay shit on YouTube..

you know whats an excellent song? Que Me Quedes Tu by Shakira. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQNQ60mrQeE yup mhm. i don't know what everyone's deal is. some people think she's annoying.. i dunno, i thnk she's a really hot voice.. it's like different you know. and si think she's really raw. to be honest, i really love the Whenever Wherever video. i think it's really sweet and she's such a good dancer it blows my mind. La Tortura is a good video too.

i also watched the video Stutter by Joe. haha. i love that song. hmmm.

hmm i think i may be fresh out of words. i've been using them all too much these past few days.

i wanna go snowboarding next week. i told my brother i'd go with him. that should be swell

"As every voice is hanging from the silence Lamps are hanging from the ceiling Like a lady tied to her manners Im tied up to this feeling"