sigh of uncertainty

i had another one of those dreams last night.
i hate them and want them to stop, because they keep messing up my priorities and even though i try as hard as i can to keep them from messing up how i feel, i have a feeling they will screw everything up in the end, by giving me a taste of what could be... or should be.

when you have a reoccurring dream about the same thing, does it mean that deep down, that's what you want or need in your life? or is it just one of those things that i should just let go unnoticed.

because i don't want it to affect what i have going on in my life right now... not now, after i thought it was done with, and after new things started happening...

*sigh*