three and a half hours

so i don't think i'm moody anymore. i don't think. i'm pretty content. i think it's 'cause i just had to turn the volume up a bit more. and about 10 minutes ago i realized that my bass was turned down low. so it wasn't on to it's full potential. and bass is the best part.
so i snuck out last night. around 2:30 or so, and came back at 3:45 or so. i woke up at 6:30 or so. i took a nap. and today i was pretty fine. i was probably more energetic than usual, which makes no sense at all. but then there was those times when i'd get dizzy for a bit, and lose concentration. i actually did more work today in my classes. i can honestly say i had more concentration than i usually do. but tonight i told myself i was going to sleep at 8. so that gives me another 3 and a half hours 'til bedtime. i doubt that'll happen. i can't fall asleep before 10. i'd lay there for 2 hours doing nothing, and thinking about nothing. i'd probably listen to music. usually i do right before bed. on my iPod, not on my computer. and i listen to all my favorite songs really loud and i mouth the words and i'm pretty much an air lead singer lol. i can be a one person air band. i can play all air instruments. i've talked about it before, but it's only 'cause it's true. i just have a talent for these things.

so yeah, i'm pretty happy i didn't get caught last night. 'cause i thought for sure something was gonna go wrong since something always does. but i didn't let anything go wrong. i was paranoid, so i did everything i could to prevent noise. i taped my zippers on my coat so they wouldn't jingle haha. plus, i had my cigarettes and lighter in a tin, and i filled it with kleenex so that they wouldn;t make noise in my pocket. i'm a smart thinker, i think. lol. i think things through a lot. well, i take that back. it depends. sometimes i think through things, and sometimes i don't think. and then i get into shit. because i'm dumb. and i get cocky, and i think nothing bad can happen, and then that's when i fuckin screw up and it sucks. UGH. i fucking hate that.
hmm. anyways.

i might write later. right now i am cold.