nice shirt

"Why allow someone to be your everything.....While allowing you to be their option??"

i saw this. and it sparked something in my brain.






..not the horny part of the brain though.

i feel like writing. i have times when i feel like writing for a million hours, a million weeks, months, a million years. until my hand falls off. i just never know what to write. but i want to write. even if it's the alphabet. i just want to see words move across the screen as i manoevre my fingers to the correct letters. fingers are so cool.

i watched America's Next Top Model. i'm on the fence. sometimes i like Melrose, but sometimes she annoys me when she sucks up and she has that dumb look on her face when one eyebrow is raised and her face is leaning slightly forward and she looks really interested in what the "sucker" is saying. get it? she's the "suckee" and she sucks up to the "suckER" haha.

i notice weird things about people. there was this sexy guy at our school last year. me and my friends were like wow hes hot. (he graduated). and one day i was like "you know what the sexiest thing about him is? the way his right eyebrow is always higher than his left eyebrow. it's just like.. so.. intriguing." haha. and then Sam said she had never noticed. and that was like, the first thing i noticed about him.

did you know my name re arranged spells Nice Shirt? i thought that was rather swell. why do people say swell? i mean, when something is swell isn't it like swollen? pull of puss and all great things like that? .. maybe saying "i'm swell" is like saying "i am filled with jubilance!" 'cause there's not many people i know that would randomly say "i am filled with dead white blood cells!"

well it's tired. i mean, i'm tired. and i'm debating whether i should talk to him on the telephone, or read some Art History.