i got me some chapstick

i'm just sitting here in silence. i need some music. hold on.

ok. hello. so i will start with the usual.

block one social - heard this girl talking about the world cup. one girl asked who won. she said "Italy, unfortunately". and then i felt the fury build inside. so i leaned forward and was like "are you guys talking about the world cup?" "yes." "oh yeah. i was in Italy for that. Italy was AWESOME. i was so HAPPY THEY WON THE WORLD CUP." lol. i was about ready to go up to her and give her a nice slap upside the head.

block two religion - listened to semi-homo student teacher again. did a test on Moses.

block three social - presented our group things. Mr. S saw me drawing an arrow on our sheet, when i was connecting two similar points, and he was just like "your bossy. your not even going to discuss with your group?" and i was like "i haven't done anything so far!" and he was like "you should discuss it with your group first" and i was like "fine then. i won't do anything next time." fuck he gets on my nerves. and then he told the class my new nickname is Bossy Rossi. like wtf is that. UGH. Madison called me that in math today.

lunch - hung out with Leigha, Lauren, Pascale and David. we went to the stage, which i thought was rather pointless, but then Lauren helped me realize that the whole lunch hour is pretty much a big waste. then i saw Cole. he threw me over his shoulder, and this time i didn't kick, i didn't scream.. only until i realized he was running towards the door, and then he flipped me the other way, and i got down, because i didn't want him to throw me in the snow. THAT WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN GOOD. considering our school was super cold. and our locker is on a wall that also has the outside on the other side so everything in our locker was close to being frozen.

block 4 math - watched the football game in the states, and did our work. i have a test tomorrow. i think i might actually do good on this one.

block 5 biology - i don't remember much about bio. i remember checking for Amanda's pulse, and laughing after i couldn't think of a question to ask her to see if she was lieing. haha

bus ride - Tanner shared some of his chips, i fell asleep with my hood on and my head leaning on the back of the seat in front of me. Tanner woke me up when he was leaving though. and my toes almost fell off again. that dumb bus is fucking cold.

no i'm here. the thing that made me most happy today was the fact that i had chapstick, and that my lips were no longer dry. does that mean my day sucked? not really. i'm just really thankful for my chapstick. it's Blistex. the berry kind. it also has SPF 15, although i don't really think thats necessary in this kind of weather.

do you ever have those moments when you're mad at someone for something.. let's say texting you back. and then a few minutes later you're just like. "why am i mad. i'm not even mad. i mean, yeah i'm annoyed. but i'm sure there's a good reason for his not talking to me. he wouldn't just........ not talk to me. lol". hmm. it's ok. i need to back off sometimes. do something else with myself. i read The Book last night. i don't think i've ever talked about this book in here. but i read it last year, and i remember wanting to smack myself for not reading it when i had the chance to make things better with someone else. it's a good book. and i have to admit, when people ask to borrow it... deep down i want to put chains on it and attach it to myself lol. it's helped me a lot with understanding things. i read it last night for the first time in a long while. and i can tell you.. i got some understanding out of it.

i went to bed at 11:15 last night. and i am tired. and i kinda feel shitty. i think i'm gonna get off the computer now. my plan for tonight? 1) do some work out because that always makes me feel better 2) study math thoroughly 3) watch The OC if i have time.