girls shave their armpits

So I am in communications. I went to bed at 2:30 last night. I was fully aware that I was only going to get 4 hours of sleep, so I went to bed with the mind-set of paranoia. I did not want to wake up late this morning. So I had that thought in mind, so during the few hours of sleep which I would be more comfortable calling a nap, I woke up every hour. Thinking it was already 6:30. I woke up at like 4:37 once. And some other times too. all because I was afraid I would not hear my alarm clock, and end up sleeping in really late, resulting in me looking like a fruckin scrub once again. Today I actually put some effort into my look. Holy shit I almost sneezed.
Do you ever get that, your nose gets tingly, and your face scrunches up, but you don’t sneeze, and then you look like a faggot. Anyways.

I’ve mentioned this before, but I think our mind’s work subconsciously. They’re like iPods. Your iPod’s clock is till going long after you turn it off. And I’ve always wondered how that worked. How whenever you turn it on, it’s always got the right time. It’s the weirdest thing.
I’m listening to Pearl Jam. I haven’t listened to them in a very long time. And it got me excited, because I got pumped up, and I thought Pearl Jam lost that effect on me. I feel like going home, and watching the Matt Cam part of the Pearl Jam dvd. Matt Cameron is the drummer. And he is so good. Wow. I love just watching him play. It’s probably the sweetest thing ever.

Fuckkk. I was gonna say something else. I forgot.

I sent Chris a text message this morning, cuz we usually say good morning and such, but this time I was like “hey Chris guess what. Girls shave their armpits” ‘cause it grosses him out for some reason. Maybe he likes his women hairy. I just remembered that he actually reads this. So hello CHRISSY-POO. =)

I just talked to Will for a bit. We’re going to get a donair at lunch =)

Oh yeah, I remembered what I was gonna talk about before. It’s the weirdest thing. I feel extremely nauseous at odd times in the day. For no reason at all. It’s not like I’m pregnant or anything, ‘cause I’m still a virgin haha. But it’s weird, last night, I was planning to talk to Joe like all night, and at 2:15 I started feeling really nauseous. Like, I felt like I actually had to go throw up or semething. It was really odd though ‘cause it never felt as bad as it did last night. And then I thought, maybe I’m hungry. But I try to avoid eating after 7, which sometimes doesn’t work, but I still try. So I didn’t eat anything last night. and I dunno. It sucks.

Do you ever feel contradicting feelings?? Like.. you physically feel sick, or pain, but you’re in an awesome mental and emotional state, like you couldn’t be happier? Hmm.. well, that’s what I feel like sometimes. I’m so happy, yet I feel so shitty ‘cause I feel sick.

Hmmmm…