consistantly inconsistant

Ho hum. I’m in communications right now and I am sorry for writing nothing of nutritional value yesterday. My hair is an absolute mess today and I am quite proud that it doesn’t look absolutely horrible as well. I am tired. I went to bed at 12:30 last night. The night before that I went to bed at 1:30 and the night before that I went to bed at 1:30 again. I’ve never talked to him this much on the phone before. We never talk for 3 nights in a row. Hmm it’s ok. We have interesting conversations so all is well. I just went to say hi to William. He’s one of Leigha’s friends. He seems pretty funny. Cole just walked by. I was telling Joe last night, how Cole mooning me and covering me in snow is a common reocurrance, and yet he can’t even say hi to me in the hallway. I’ll look at him and he’s always pretty zoned out and he never says anything. Yet when lunch rolls by he always there to show me his ass, or push me in the snow. Well, today I’m gonna chill with Nicole. Something I’m actually good at.

I have nothing to do this block.

So do you ever have this outlook on something.. like, an impression of something.. or a pretense or fear os something. And in such little time, those pretenses are gone. You feel totally different from what you thought before. You look at it differently. And it doesn’t appear to be as scary anymore.

I think I cut my bangs too short. But they’re actually kinda cool. Oh, did I tell you I cut my hair last week.. myself? Lol. Yeah. NOW I’m gonna grow it out. Because I am actually getting so bummed over the fact that I actually cut my hair off this summer.

Me and Joe talked about wrestling last night. And wow, an old lady just walked by the communications lab. Anyways, we talked about wrestling. I used to watch wrestling when I was in grade 3. I loved it so much. My favorites were Rey Mysterio Jr and Goldberg/ I always got so excited when Goldberg would do his spear thing. WOW I was on the edge of my seat. I miss it =( . I wish I could watch wrestling like I used to. I hated Kevin Nash though. And his long blonde hair. And Ric Flair LIKE OMG. Ric Flair can die. With his red face and platinum hair. And his name. wow. That’s gotta be the gayest wrestling name ever. Nature Boy? Sounds threatening if you ask me……
Joe said his favorite wrestler was Cain. Until he took his mask lol. I’m so jealous. He actually got to see wrestling LIVE. That would be so cool. I don’t care if WWE is fake or whatever. it used to be my The OC when I was 9. it was just a billion times more hardcore drama.

Aaaaanyways. I don’t know what to write. Except that I am excited for Friday. For a few reasons. No school being one of them.

Yesterday I had a talk with my mother. About school. And life. I don’t know. sometimes she makes the most sense out of everybody I know. I know I feel like punching her in the face sometimes, but I loveher. She’s smart. And I’m just a dumb teenager that thinks she knows everything and everything. I dunno. My mom’s smart. And she knows what she’s talking about most of the time.
Huuummmmmmmmm, mmkay
Well I am tired. and I wish I was laying in bed. Or on my couch. Some company wouldn’t be bad too. Hmm…